Thinking back

thinking back, reminiscing, loneliness, nature, alone, solitude

Thinking back…

it wasn’t so bad

being alone.

Although, I might be

mistaken because now

I am not alone

and the memory

of my past life

living alone

for so long

has faded more

than I am probably

aware of.

I remember I got

drunk an awful


And, that


was pretty


it is too late

to be alone again

and, start


as much as I used to.

I rather like being

with someone.

I am married now.

I prefer that,

even through

all the challenges.

Because, people

don’t change.

It is only I

who has.

I suppose I

have always

been of the



I just wasn’t

the right person

for all



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